RITE THEN
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: On Drugs...Weezer
Topic: I CANT SLEEP OVER THIS
ok so new plan
b/c mel i want to go sledding as much as a sled dog would, but seeing as my mom is apparently on crack i hav a new suggestion w/ which i will prolly call u all later about anyways...but, here i go:

so randomly last night my mom's like i'm off on tuesday and if you would like you can hav a couple o people over for like pzza n we'll rent a movie n play monopoly n w/e n she's like i'll be home but upstairs which worx for me cuz she's pretty good at keeping herself occupied n whatnot n it gives her a chance to meet everyone on her own terms which in a sense is rather important for all to go smoothly-ish so i dont hav exact times but im thinking prolly somewheres in like the 12-4 or something similar
im not completely sure but since i havent seen my mom yet today i didnt really get to talk to her

umm...yeah
and you all need to chill out on the 'i love you so much and another 7 days is killing me'...
1. because it is rather sickening and makes my already fucked up stomach (too much cheesecake and cherri's) more fucked up and im on the brink of puking and if i puke the plan will prolly immediately be tossed aside, which would be bad.
2. because it is only seven days and we all hav xmas presents and such w/ which to amuse ourselves and lots of leftovers to eat, and we all have phones and some form of instant messaging so we will all be ok
3. because if i was lisa i would be feeling very alone b/c of the 3 of your nonsense ranting...
WE ARE ALL SEPEARATED BY 20 MIN. OF DRIVING GET OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*hugz for lisa...who needs them more than anyone else
mhmm
thats it
*hugz for all
**extras for pache
***even more extras for lisa
cya

time
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: 2 Minutes to Midnight, IRON MAIDEN
Topic: Nothing in particular
well kids its com an gon yet again... jus like laste year on a littel diffrent. liek it always is. remebr this my friends."SOMEDAY NEVER COMES,ONEDAY NEVER HAPPINS,EVENTUALLY NEVER OCCURS, AND TOAMROW IS ALWAYS ONE DAY AWAY" -pache

Yeah...Real merry Christmas
Mood:  sad
Topic: The End Of The World
thanks for all blowing me off for tuesday.
Merry Christmas...you know Ive been depressed all day?
Please go a little easier on me next year.. please?

JESUSMAS IS TODAY!
Mood:  silly
Now Playing: Some cheery-christmassy song...in other words, it's a crappy song
It's 12:45 AM on Sunday, Dec. 25th and all I want to say is...

HAPPY FREAKING JESUSMAS OR WHATEVER YOU CELEBRATE!!!!!!!!!!

MELISSA I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

jus lookin fer som lovin.
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: NIGHTMARE BEFOR CHISTMAS
Topic: I CANT SLEEP OVER THIS
Merry christmas baby, you surely treat me nice
I feel just like I'm living in paradise

Now listen
Now you see, I feel real good tonight
And I got music on the radio
And I feel good tonight
And I got music on the radio
And I feel just like I wanna kiss you
Underneath my mistle-toe

But now listen
Santa came down chimney, half past three
With lots of nice little presents for my baby and me
Merry christmas baby, you surely treat me nice
And I feel like I'm living, just living in paradise
Come on boys

Well now
Santa came down chimney, half past three
With lots of nice little presents for my baby and me
Merry christmas baby, you surely treat me nice
And I feel like I'm living, just living in paradise

I just wanna say... merry fucking christmas baby.

Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: "Perry Mason" OZZY/ "Rape me" oh plz, do i really have to tell u?!
ok. so its 3:13whatever. its fuckin x-mis eve. YESSSS *DOS HAND MOTIOUN*. But... its jus me....all alone, without rachel mmmm my littel (taller then me)dovemmmm... *whimper whimper* a week of solitusde is way to fuckin much. so hopefully that sleding thiny el be cool. chances r 70%. wich is good, cuz its not 60%,mHmm....


2 fuckign 4

(thats when 2 has a penis and fucks 4)

There is no subject....just words
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Evanescence...Bring Me To Life
Topic: Nothing in particular
ok,
so i am absolutely amazed that I feel no fatigue at all, i've been awake for over 40hrs. at this point.
i frosted a shitload of cookies over the past 3hrs.
the broken ones were really yummy....mhmm
n now, i'm waiting for my mom n step dad (ugh) to return home from the train station w/ my beloved sis.
...*awaits happy and joyous arrival*
goody gumdrops....25hrs til xmas...wow, thats like no time at all...how odd...it has always seemed so distant n now its practically on top of us
i wonder if i'm delirious....
or maybe we're all just delirious and the ones who arent delirious seem delirious to the rest of us b/c they arent delirious like the rest of us
...dont ask....
*stares at kurt in a dress....mind is blown*
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
mhmm
*hugz
nite
n tonite perhaps i will actually sleep

Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: soul shine is better then sunshine (the radio)
Topic: Nothing in particular
You better Watch out
You better not cry,
You better not pout I'm tellin' you why,
Santa Clause is coming to town,
He's making a list checkin it twice,
He's gonna find out whos naughty or nice,
Santa Clause is coming to town
The boys and girls in toyland will have a new physique
They're gonna build a toy land all around
The christmas tree.
You better watch out you better
Not cry you better not pout I'm tellin' you why
Sants Clause is coming to town
Santa Clause is coming
Santa Clause is coming
He's coming to town

hehehehehehehe :D

Hi pplz
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Come on out tonight (Melissa Etheridge)
Topic: Nothing in particular
*yawns* ...

lalala..lalala
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: creep...radiohead...lalala
Topic: Nothing in particular
its odd
i wanted to post
but now that im here
i have nothing to say
which is odd b/c (well its obvious)
hmm...silent is the mute, apparently
yea
so
i dont kno y i did this
i think im quite a bit discombobulated
oh well
YANKEE DOODLE VERBS FOR ALL!!!
wow, this was pointless, perhaps u should all just ignore it...or i could not post it at all
course that would be a huge waste of my time
idk
idc
i dont need sleep...what r u talking about
insomniacs forever

...would anyone want to buy a $13 3lb tub of cookie dough to support my dance fundraising thing?
..just asking...god i hate selling things
.....gumballs anyone......

oh, n i figured out what i want for xmas...
*sits on santa's lap
sleeping pills,
all i ask for is one night of 8hrs of sleep w/o interruption from anyone or to wake up worried about something left undone...mhmm...
w/e
i need a hug
a really big hug
*lonely and sleepy*