I hate to do this but....
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Bullet in the Blue Sky (U2)
Topic: RULES
I WILL NOT, I repeat, WILL NOT tolerate this shit. I am writing rules...I hate to do this, but...

1. NO SEXUAL COMMENTS OR POSTS
...you guys keep this up and I will ban you so you cant post, yes, I can do that. I dont care if you post hugs or kisses or I love you, whatever, just no sex. I DONT WANT TO HAVE THESE PICTURES IN MY HEAD!

i feel nauseous
i got bored and i feel sick
...What we are doing now is the future, and if we do it right we have an amazing start to only a little bit of what is possible.

You can’t change your life in one night. It’s a process. We argue and live in crisis and work to clean and mess and get on with life. We drink we listen to music we brush ourselves off and do what we can. It is what we can be. We don’t have time we don’t have painting clothing. Dont tell me what to do. Im tired i dislike work i have conflicts i drink pop and soda and i complain about my life. i am mindless soulless and automatic i have one purpose or more, theyre all unkown to me and i dont care, love is real and unreal tangible to few and agnostic. i dont know why, we trip down the stairs we hammer w/ nails we hang out in china b/c everything is made there and in essence we are what china could be. the china subcontinent. we are what we arent we live to become something else we cant accept us we live to be who we will be come ew are who we are until we change but we never really end up being what we want to become b/c we always desire and aspire to do something better no one told me there’d be times like these. no one tried. let’s be pms prone and miserable as blood washes out our contracting uterin walls. lets be joyful on death parade, lets sing the anti christ song of peace.

come see the vampires of new york they cried. after one bite u fall to your knees and praise the darkness n your soul. it caresses u painfully, numbingly, blindly u follow. the rope around ur neck pulls u up, gravity holds u in grasp u feel the strain the contraction of your muscles as the life is squeezed from your soul and the blood runs down your naked chest and the crowd cheers for the bloodshed b/c the red is all they see. there was no reason these people never need one. or do they? they run from other tears that never fell upon the soil. intrinsic mal-intent woven into their lives. kill me. for your sorrows. i am the only willing sacrifice for science.

ranting on and on*

Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: silince in morning
Topic: complaint
a frind of miean died this past weekend... he was one of the best guys i knew.
he worked with me at pautlers, he musta been round 25-29.

only the good die young. god i hate that fuckign saying.

plz never mix painkillers and booze.

TO WHOEVER READS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now Playing: Cartoon Heroes (some DDR song)
EVERYONE MUST COME TO MR. CLARENCE AND SEE ME AND JOE BLOW UP THE STAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Melissa, if I can, I will ask you at for homecoming dance in front of everyone!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

Oh Ya
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: STARING AT THE SUN (AAAAHHHH if you dont know YOURE DUMB)
Topic: Music
Im not the only one
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'll find
If you take a look inside
Im not suckin on my thumb
Staring at the sun
Im not the only one
Who'd rather go blind
OOooh

^^

Ill try to burn you 80s hair RAchel when i can ;)

Rock on everyone \m/ (^_^) \m/

Hugz

I LOVE YOU RAFFI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LALALAALA....
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: magic bus...the who...for those of u who dont know but should
i am bored
but hyper
so im amusing myself by dancing aroung the kitchen in my turqouise shortshorts to the who while eating a fudgcicle...*is multitalented*
lala...magic bus....happy jack....lalala
oh yay poison...radio....talk dirty to me
funfun
mhmm
mel burn me 80's hair bands plsz
pretty plsz
w/ whipped cream
and cherri's...les cerises
and sprinkles
and hotfudge
and and bananas
and and and pistachios so i can be "stashing"
mhmm
yum..ice cream...
w/ lollipops
yummy
yummy yummy yummy
and a plastic spoon
*hugz to all
*n such to pache b/c no one else would want it

YAY for Anime and Music!
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Yatta!
Im making anime mix and gonna be burning some CDs. If anybody wants it, SAY SOMETHING!

its 12A.M. do u knwo where u r?

BLAH DIDDLY DA.....i dont know
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: john mayor b/c my brother is druming to it really loud and i cant hear anything else
Topic: Nothing in particular
k
exams r boring i answered 96 questions and wrote a kickass essay in less than an hour
then i sat there for 30min until the minimum time was up and folded up a gum wrapper in various ways.
ugh
*sigh*
***metallic squeaking***
***is being taken away by the government conspiracy moderators....never to return.....
OH NO
OOOHHH....."IM CRAZY FOR THIS LTTLE LADY IM FREAKING FOR MY LITTLE BABY B/C SHE MAKES ME FEEL GOOD. DONT NEED ALL MY OTHER LADIES B/C SHE MAKES ME FEEL GOOD SHES DIVINE.
LALALALA
I LOVE THIS SONG...BEAUCOUP...A LOT LOT LOT LOT LOT
FUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUN
Fun University
ie. F. U.
LALALALA
*HUGZ
NITE...(for later not now...that would be crazy even for me)

EXAM WEEK FUCKING BLOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mood:  loud
EXAM WEEK BLOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!! There's nothing to do but study for fucking exams and I cnat see anyone during this week...though I just saw people a few hours ago. but its not the same!
Mel I miss you so much right now! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!