The babblings of a frighted love sick individueal
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: classicel to calm my shakin nerves
Topic: I CANT SLEEP OVER THIS
Rachel, I have said the same three words to three other women before you. I only ment it twice of thos three. But i say them to you with more truth then ever before. Rachel... I Love You I truly do

They dotn knwo me as well as i thought they did. I am no womenizer. I jus want someone to love. that all i truly wnat outa life. love. not riches, not glory, not fame, just a women that will retrun the love i give her.

I lie, I cheat, I steal, I use violence, I use horribel lanuige, I'm sloopy, I'm a narsisit, I'm violent, I over react, I crave attentioun. These are some of my fults, some more so then others. but im chaning, slowly im chaning.

As I think about what I look to achive out of this statment, I think I wnat you to see that I love you, and I want you to know that I never want to hurt you. I may say things, i may look at other women, I may say thigs to other womn that could consitute as "hititng on them" but thats jus how in inter act with girls. I'de never be untrue to you or unfathfull.


I love you.

The Clash in all their glory
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Know Your Rights (take a wild guess as to who wrote that one)
Topic: Music
ok ppl. i hav every album ever written by the clash. which is only 3... but thats ok.

~The Clash
~Combat Rock
~London Calling

ne1 want copies while im in a good mood? (lol)

*singing and dancing*

Hey Rachel
we can pick you up aroung 6 for the game saturday, does that work?

its the 18th of january

umm
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: LET IT BE (i dotn think anyoen is that dumb to the point where u dotn know who its by)
ok love sinc ei wasnt really listing to ur mom abbal on about somthign, did she, like, invite me to soemhtign er other? i herd soemhtign like "maybe he could coem ato feis" and i was cunfuzed cuz thsi is urMOM wer talkign about heare an that cunfuzed me and im jus realy cunfuzed.

Well....
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: City of Blinding Lights
Topic: I CANT SLEEP OVER THIS
Well, here I am. It's 2am, Im listening to U2, and all I can think of is you Raffi. And that's all I have to say...

YO
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: I Put a Spell on You, CCR
Topic: Nothing in particular
ok, so mel an faffi? THAT BLOWS, like, alot but im sure ul both live. good luck.

NEXT: the gutiear concert ROCKED why wernt u ppl ther!??! hmm lisa!? mel? raffie?!?! HMM??

FOURTH!(or c for those keeping track)rachel...MONDAY, wer makin BROWNIES!mmm yay. assuming u can even come over then that is.

LASTE: rock on \m/ \m/
i love u all... but only rachle gets any, cuz i dotn think faffi would want what ive got.

THE WORLD IS ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: ...silence*
Topic: The End Of The World
Im warning you all I am not gonna be in a very good mood during that break. ...I hope I dont die of loneliness....I need a hug:( *eyes fill with tears*

I LOVE YOU RAFFI!!!!!!!
*sniff*

Good News and Bad News for those who care
Now Playing: "? uma partida de futebol" by Skank (dont ask. Brazillian band)
Guys and girls,

GOOD NEWS: Im going to Brazil from April 12 to April 21ish. I get to eat food, visit family and frineds before college.

BAD NEWS: Doing legal stuff since Im turning legal for adult. Bunch of annoying shit.

EVEN WORSE NEWS: A whole fucking 10 days without you, Melissa. I dont know if Ill make it through it without dying.

this is a good song
Now Playing: i'm only sleeping, the beatles
I'm Only Sleeping

When I wake up early in the morning,
Lift my head, I'm still yawning
When I'm in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream

Please don't wake me, no
don't shake me
Leave me where I am
I'm only sleeping

Everybody seems to think I'm lazy
I don't mind, I think they're crazy
Running everywhere at such a speed
Till they find, there's no need

Please don't spoil my day
I'm miles away
And after all
I'm only sleeping

Keeping an eye on the world going by my window
Taking my time

Lying there and staring at the ceiling
Waiting for a sleepy feeling

Please don't spoil my day
I'm miles away
And after all
I'm only sleeping

Keeping an eye on the world going by my window
Taking my time

When I wake up early in the morning,
Lift my head, I'm still yawning
When I'm in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream

Please don't wake me, no
don't shake me
Leave me where I am
I'm only sleeping