The babblings of a frighted love sick individueal
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: classicel to calm my shakin nerves
Topic: I CANT SLEEP OVER THIS
Rachel, I have said the same three words to three other women before you. I only ment it twice of thos three. But i say them to you with more truth then ever before. Rachel... I Love You I truly do

They dotn knwo me as well as i thought they did. I am no womenizer. I jus want someone to love. that all i truly wnat outa life. love. not riches, not glory, not fame, just a women that will retrun the love i give her.

I lie, I cheat, I steal, I use violence, I use horribel lanuige, I'm sloopy, I'm a narsisit, I'm violent, I over react, I crave attentioun. These are some of my fults, some more so then others. but im chaning, slowly im chaning.

As I think about what I look to achive out of this statment, I think I wnat you to see that I love you, and I want you to know that I never want to hurt you. I may say things, i may look at other women, I may say thigs to other womn that could consitute as "hititng on them" but thats jus how in inter act with girls. I'de never be untrue to you or unfathfull.


I love you.